The good and the bad

Everybody has good and bad things about them, so I thought I'd share somethings about me, both good an bad that you may or may not know

1. I love being a mom but I often struggle and every night at bed time when I pray with chubster #1 ( who is a very challenging child most days) I pray with tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat that I could be the mom he needs me to be.

2. I hate my hair, it's frizzy and it doesn't do what I want it to do and it frustrates me and yet I have a hard time changing it

3. I hate it when my husband lays on my pillows and makes them warm before I get into bed

4. I have poor self body image and if you where to ask me what I like best about my body I would tell you nothing

5. I am determined to raise my daughter to love her body and herself

6. I LOVE chocolate

7. I am seriouslt addicted to Pintrest

8. It's important to me that my home is beautiful, warm, and inviting and I want every person who walks through my door to feel warmth and love and at home

9. I don't read my bible even close to enough and I'm embaressed by how little scripture I have memorized

10. # 9 is a result of the fact that I busy myself  and have a hard time sitting down

11. I worry too much

12. I want to were a bikin and look good when we go to jamaica in January

13. dark mustard yellow is currently my favorite color

14. redheads really do have bad tempurs and at one point mine left a hole in a wall, not proud of this but it's true

15. I cry.... a lot