The last seven months has been one of many ups and downs, contracting the building of you're own house while working full time was a lot to bite off for 2 people, but it's done now and all though at the moment I can't say I'd do it again, I wouldn't give up the experience and the growth that came along with it. At the beginning Joel and I sat down and set some "guidelines" in regards to our life as a married couple, as individuals, and as followers of Jesus. Although I have to be honest, during these last 3 months we have failed at all of them. Our time together, alone and with Jesus has really suffered and I am feeling the weight of it crashing down on me. There is still aways to go with putting our home together and finishing the landscaping but that's the easy part and it's time to get back to a normal life where we have time to go on dates, hang out with friends and get back into the word. All of the busyness has really had me thinking about what is important in my life. I need to spend good quality time making memories with my husband, we need to laugh and learn and eat with friends, and I NEED Jesus everyday. As we stumble into church (late) on Sunday morning for the last little while I've been listening and trying to take in the words that the Pastors share with us but at times have found myself so spiritually dry that I can't understand. I started to think about my faith and what it means to me but I was having problems getting those feelings past the feelings part. I couldn't verbalize, I couldn't write, they were just stuck inside my brain with no where to escape to. But then we sang this song a church a few weeks ago and I LOVED, it filled me up. And then we sang it again this weekend and again, I just want to burst. There are just something about the words that just shake me (in a good way) to the core and I realize that this is my faith which I have bound up with busyness over the past months. So you can read the words but hopefully I can figure out how to post the youtube video to my blog
By Faith
Words and Music by Keith & Kristyn Getty & Stuart Townend
By faith we see the hand of God
In the light of creation's grand design
In the lives of those who prove His faithfulness
Who walk by faith and not by sight
By faith our fathers roamed the earth
With the power of His promise in their hearts
Of a holy city built by God's own hand
A place where peace and justice reign
We will stand as children of the promise
We will fix our eyes on Him our soul's reward
Till the race is finished and the work is done
We'll walk by faith and not by sight
By faith the prophets saw a day
When the longed-for Messiah would appear
With the power to break the chains of sin and death
I'm a wife, a mother (of soon to be 2 little sweethearts), a friend, a daughter, a sister but at the end of the day I'm just me. I love to bake and decorate and make things beautiful. I'm simple (unless you ask my husband) and like things to be neat,tidy and organized. I want my home to be warm and inviting and I want my kitchen to smell like a dream. Furniture should be comfy and Food should taste amazing.I love Jesus, My family is my favorite and I love to spend time with my girl friends. That is me in a nut shell and that is what this blog is about
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