It's been awhile

So life has been a little bit crazy, I feel a little bit like the world is spinning and it's only a matter of time before I have to walk a straight line. And for anyone who who has star spun before you know how easy it is to walk a straight line after spinning for that long; wobble to the left, wobble to the right and then you're on your face which is followed by hysterical laughter. Being a kid is so much easier then being an adult.

The weather has started to get nicer which means my husbands life gets a lot busier and in turn, my life as well. On the other hand work for me is still not as stimulating I wish it was. I started doing some distance schooling in February which has been great, but difficult as well. The course work itself has been fantastic, which I hoped for,however, what I didn't expect was the seed of desire it placed in me. It will be at least a year before I'm certified as a Education assistant, and while at first that didn't seem too long, now it seems forever. I've come to the place where getting up in the morning to go to work is the hardest part of my day and I count the hrs until I can go home. I feel useless and discouraged and like there's no place to go. I know it seems like the simple solution is find a new job, however it's a little bit more complicated then that at the time being.

On a more exciting note, it looks like we might get to build a house after all. And I can't even begin to tell you how blessed and humbled I'm feeling by this new occurrence. We won't be %100 sure until next week so at this point I'm going to leave it at that.

Well as much as I wish I had more to blog about right now, unfortunately some of the repercussions of the world spinning is a lot of your thoughts get jumbled and thrown all over the place. I will however try to keep everyone a little bit more informed in the future.